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seethingheathenI deleted that last entry because I shouldn't have put it here in the first place.
How pathetic am I to have been that fucked up that I had to brag to my journal about something like that? Jesus fuck. Or not.
She drove all the way the fuck up here- got here after 1.00 in the morning- cos she was bored. Of course by then, it's too late for pubs and that, so we make do with what I've got in the house. Which is vodka.
The usual "I'm not gay, but I'm curious" shite starts up as usual when she's had a bit to drink, and I want to tell her not to even start, cos I can't be fucked to pretend not to care.
Long story short, we end up snogging like there's no tomorrow, and then she's lying starkers on my bed with a pillow over her face and one hand in my hair. [insert cheeky grin here]
I've got mirrored doors on my wardrobe, so she tells me to shut them, cos she wants to see herself. I'm still thinking, "Holy shit! Am I actually fucking doing this?"
So, I fucked my best mate. I don't know if I'm okay with that yet, and she wouldn't be home already so she hasn't rung. I'm going to let her ring me up first, since it was her first time with a girl, and she might be freaked out. I dunno. Just, fuck.
FuckCount: 7
How pathetic am I to have been that fucked up that I had to brag to my journal about something like that? Jesus fuck. Or not.
She drove all the way the fuck up here- got here after 1.00 in the morning- cos she was bored. Of course by then, it's too late for pubs and that, so we make do with what I've got in the house. Which is vodka.
The usual "I'm not gay, but I'm curious" shite starts up as usual when she's had a bit to drink, and I want to tell her not to even start, cos I can't be fucked to pretend not to care.
Long story short, we end up snogging like there's no tomorrow, and then she's lying starkers on my bed with a pillow over her face and one hand in my hair. [insert cheeky grin here]
I've got mirrored doors on my wardrobe, so she tells me to shut them, cos she wants to see herself. I'm still thinking, "Holy shit! Am I actually fucking doing this?"
So, I fucked my best mate. I don't know if I'm okay with that yet, and she wouldn't be home already so she hasn't rung. I'm going to let her ring me up first, since it was her first time with a girl, and she might be freaked out. I dunno. Just, fuck.
FuckCount: 7
